The Grief Cycle, continued

Eventually your journey through the grief cycle takes you to the phase of acceptance. This is where you stop trying to change your daughter, where you release her into God's hands. Only Jesus can be her savior, through the work of the Holy Spirit, and we have to get out of His way. Journal your list of fears, hopes, and dreams about your daughter, her life, and your grandchild. Then pray through the list, offering each item to God and purposefully leaving them at the Cross. Ask God for the courage and strength to keep your hands off these items, allowing God to work. Ask God to increase your capacity to trust Him. Ask God to increase your faith in His timing. You probably will not be perfect at this process of release and trust! You may find that you have re-engaged in the turmoil and need to start a fresh cycle of journaling and prayer. God knows that you are not perfect yet calls you to keep working the journey. So don't give up when you face discouragement.

Acceptance and release are not the same as abandonment and neglect, so don't swing to the opposite end of the spectrum and simply wash your hands of your daughter. Pray for God to show you what actions you should take. Pray for wisdom about how to distinguish tough love from abandonment and neglect. Seek Godly counsel, and the support of mature Christians. Your daughter is a valuable and unique creation by God, with inherant value. God chose you to be her parent. Your relationship with your daughter and her child, your grandchild, will change over your whole life, just as it has to date as your daughter grew from infant to young adult. You can only control your response to her. You have never been able to control her response to you. She may decide to abandon you for a time, like the prodigal son. She may decide to walk a tough road before returning to God's path for her life. Nothing comes as a surprise to God...He knows us better than we know ourselves because He created us and loved us even while we were yet sinners.

God promises in Romans 8:28 that "we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." So we know that God is able and willing to take these painful experiences and use them to benefit us. Pray for patience while you wait to see how God will work in your lives. God wants to heal us and help us to become more like Him. 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 says "Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God." (NIV) It may be that in the future, God will ask you to help other parents through a similar situation by sharing your experiences and God's comfort. What comfort have you received from God recently? Share with us in the comments.